I was a little worried about this blog entry, ‘cause you guys would probably start thinking that the only thing I can do is complaining about pretty much everything. So I tought a little positivity wouldn’t be bad from time to time. I seriously tried to find something good to write about. BUT… life’s usually a bitch. And I can’t be Mrs. Brightside, no matter how hard I try.
I’m not going to exaggerate. I don’t think I have the right to say “FML” because I’m not blind or paraplejic or something like that. But you know, sometimes I think either there’s a God who actually find hilarious playing with me, or I just have a suck-ass bad luck.
I’m gonna go –for the sake of my own mental health –with the “life has its ups and downs” rubbish, ‘cause this week has been a total pain in the ass, but –as hard as this seems to me –it REALLY could’ve been worse. At least, even when the guilt for all of this lies upon OTHER PEOPLE, the fact that I can still keep going is because there were OTHER PEOPLE there with me, supporting me and my choices –which as a band leader it can only lead to stress –giving me help even when I wasn’t humble enough to admit I needed it and listening whatever I wanted to say. So thanks guys, seriously you’ve been my spine in moments like this when someone can’t do anything else but dissapointing everyone. David, Sam, Melissa, Mariana, mum & daddy, thank y’all.
Luckily with all of this bad moments my inspiration seems to be flowing just good – really ironic when you know that Wolf Season really doesn’t have a bassist anymore –and I finally ended my parts on a new song called Poison Flowers. I’ll talk about it in another entry maybe. Also I managed to get together a new Lookbook.nu photo (which at this moment should have about 0 hypes, haha) and today David and I went to a “photo-walk” to a pond which is near my house. I felt so much better practicing my photograph.
There’s only one thing I want to say before feeling reeeeeally good:
FUCK YEAH SPRING IS ON BITCHES!!!!!!! 
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