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Friday, May 25, 2012

Yeah WHATEVER.


Maybe I'm not for you after all. Maybe it was all just a whim of yours. Maybe I'm just here holding on, chewing on whatever you have for me, the few spare bits you have inside you because I'm a hopeless stupid.
I don't know what it needs to be done for you to realize. Or maybe I'm the selfish bastard who wants just everything, every shit you have for me, or every rose. Maybe I should not be punishing myself for this. But maybe I'm just too fucking self-destructive.

I have a memory. I remember I died and make it to paradise, and it's not what they describe.
There was no magic, nor life was all colorful.
For much time I watched winged beings pass around me, with happy but blurry faces,
knowing joy but not love.
The experiences I had beside you, to came to know you, allowing you to be the only one to
truly know me, to be able to explore each other and lost ourselves in the original sin
is not an example of what is love.
Pity them, the angels and demons, they don't know how to recognize love when they have it
in front of them, 'cause many times you've been just between them.
But I notice, looking into your eyes I find love just the way it is... beautiful and perfect.
I have a memory. That I died and never again I saw the paradise in your eyes, for since the
very first time I saw it, you left me blind.

So this is what's all about huh?
You need to lose me first?
Maybe I got here too late?
HOW LONG MUST I WAIT for this kind of words come out of your mind, dedicated to me?
NEVERMIND. Who wants your poetry anyways?
HERE'S YOUR FUCKING ANGEL.


I hate this bitch. SERIOUSLY.

Friday, May 11, 2012

This is just sad.

Please watch the whole documental. It will take 40-50 minutes of your time.
This is how government controls us. Watch carefully.

Friday, May 4, 2012

Maybe Mexico is not even close to what you think it is.


Every country lives its own reality. As you already know I'm from Mexico.
Mexico's reality is way more different than what people all over the world thinks. What I've seen is that there's a severe case of ignorance -imo pretty justifiable- of the things my country represents nowadays. What I'm about to do is to tell you all guys a different perspective of what you probably had heard.
I'm just showing you the big picture. Every single day in the news you hear about dying people. Missing people. The count rises up to hundreds of thousands. You've probably heard that there's a war going on. And the numbers support that allegation, but it's not a CIVIL war. It's a DRUG war, held by the GOVERNMENT, and CIVIL victims. You probably wonder if we can go out to the street, attend to school, play gigs or go to the movies. Yes, you can have somehow a "normal" life. In certain places. At certain hours. Lucky me, I live in a peaceful state, but I can't ignore what people (friends or family) goes trough every single day. Even here we live fearing that someday us, or our best friend or maybe our cousin gets killed by an armed commando while going home riding the bus. The worst part of it is that no matter how convinced you are that your cousin Juan was the last person you'd expect to be implied on anything dangerous. Juan was just at the wrong place and time, but what the media an the government would say is that he was just a collateral victim, in the best case. In the worst case he would be treated as a justiced criminal. There would be no investigation and no justification to his family whatsoever.
What I can see about my country this days is one of the most horrible portraits of a Western movie where there's no good guy. And every single one of us mexicans (and people all over the world) should be well aware of this. We gotta live everyday prepared to fight for your life. Either you fight or run or die.  And I'm amazed that musicians like me or artists like my friends are still able to overcome all this panic paralysis and produce magnificent works.
It is because all of this wild wild west ambient that I decided to write a song about this subject. We released it on live shows and people acceptance was so good tghat we decided to make a single out of it. Our first single. This would probably be the best way for us to show the world the opinion they've never heard: PEOPLE'S opinion. "Can you feel the heath? Could you stay alive at least tonight?"